April rain~~~

March went by so quickly. First it was K's birthday bash, then K's 爺爺奶奶 came to visit, and then it was me back to work. I don't know how we survived the last few weeks without any help, but we survived; well barely. K got really sick, he was diagnosed with bronchitis and at multiple instances i really considered taking him to the ER. During the day he was coping, i think he was a happy wheezer, but at night, he'd become really irritable, breathing so labour that it really scared me. Giving him puffers is like breaking his arm, he'd cry and fight us; good thing he's only 1, or else i really wouldn't be able to hold him down by myself. Seeing him breath so hard really breaks my heart, it made me think "have i made a mistake? should we have kept him home for a few more months before sending to daycare? or should i never have returned to work and just stay home with him?" Good thing is, after all the shallow breaths and retching+vomiting, K started to get better. Those puffers did the work. It's not over yet, but he's 70% better.
Having a sick kid really puts a toll on a couple's relationship, i think. I became very impatient, worry about K and ignored ming a lot. I have to say that it is more stressful to take care of a kid than going to work. I stayed home for the last few days to take care of K and I was going insane. K became very clingy and i had to hold him all the time! Not wanting to eat anything also got on my nerves.... that's why i get so impatient with ming. Sorry...
I hope this month is going to get better, and hope winter goes away!!!
Some new photos for march and april are up. Some photos in april are actually from march, don't got time to fix them.
March Album
April Album